Wednesday, July 24, 2013

36 BFNs

So IUI #3 results in a BFN.  I'm in no way surprised.  I actually thought I was going to get through this one without crying.  Until I looked at my FB.  My BF decided today was the day to debut the her baby bump in a mother fucking bikini.  Why today?  Of all days.  I want to show off MY baby bump in a bikini god damn it!  I know I'm already showing off bumps (and dimples, I'll just be honest) and I shouldn't be greedy but why???

Did I mention this is only CD27?  What. The. Fuck.  For real.  I NEVER ovulate that early.  Now my cycle for next month falls on horrible days for me to get an IUI.  I might end up taking the letrozole and then not even be able to go in for the IUI.

I just don't get why the IUIs are not working.  Why didn't my surgery work? Why don't the drugs work? Why, fucking why?!

This brings us to 36 BFNs.

15 comments:

  1. FUCK! I am sorry!! This is totally bullshit. I wish I had better advice but I don't. This news deserves a big DRINK!

    Hugs, friend.

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    1. Thanks. I know, after so long you get to a point when its all been said. I had wine and chocolate...I'm such a cliche, Lol!

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  2. EFF EFF EFF!! I am so sorry. Maybe it's just not meant to be or it's not God's will.... HA! JUST KIDDING!!!!!! Did you want to punch me in the throat just now? So Shitty. No one wants to have a baby in Seattle in April anyway... LAAAAAAAME. Seriously though I am sorry and I hope you feel better tomorrow.

    Yeah, enjoy a BIG FAT glass of alcohol!!

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    1. Oh yeah, god's will. Of course. HA! I did consume copious amounts of wine, sigh.

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  3. I'm so sorry... My hearts aches for you. I know how hard it is watching BF's show off their baby bumps and trying to remain sane. It's so hard to deal with. I'm thinking of you!!

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  4. Ugh, this sucks the big one. I'm so sorry to hear this news. And Facebook? I think Facebook should ban bump pics, baby pics, ultrasound pics... all of that shit. Or at least have the option to automatically block it all. Fuck Facebook.

    I'm sorry. :(

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    1. I agree but I'm aaadddiiiiicttttted! I just wish there was still a dislike button, Lol! I'd use it a lot!

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  5. This just beyond sucks. That's all there is to say. Stay away from FB as it is not your friend. Hugs and support to you.

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  6. This sucks donkey balls! I'm sorry you have to endure yet another BFN! ((HUGS))

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  7. IUIs are bullshit (says the girl they didn't work for). Sorry about your BFN. No matter how expected, that angry single line is never any fun.

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  8. How many did you do? I think they work really well if it's a sperm issue...ours is not a sperm issue. I had to try since it's so much less invasive and affordable than IVF. I personally (like in the real world) know 2 ladies who got pregnant on their first IUI. For both of them it was a sperm issue. I guess for me they are bullshit! At least the Letrozole gave me zero side affects and the trigger shots and IUIs were painless!

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